Bardot died.
It's been a couple weeks now, and his cute quirks won't leave my memory, especially when I
look at Zissou (new fish I do not like). It was surprising how emotional I got over a fish, but I did.
Bardot had the greatest personality (I never believed fish to have personality until him). I would watch
him for periods, multiple times a day, and smile at his quirks because I felt like we were
bonding, seriously. I was so excited to put him in his new, bigger tank, I did not even think to cycle.
When I plopped him in there, he seemed to be happy until I found him dead hours later. This makes me sad.
Now whenever I look at Zissou, I just want Bardot back. I'm also mean for thinking "this bigger tank
with all the fun, new plants is not meant for you Zissou—it was meant for Bardot" whenever I
look at Zissou, but that's the truth. Besides, Zissou is nothing like Bardot. He ignores me, won't
eat his food unless it's freeze dried bloodworms which are only meant for occasional treats,
and does not make bubble nests.
RIP
I can't believe it's been weeks and I still think about Bardot!
Also why I haven't touched my blog...
I miss you Bardot.
On a brighter note (well, maybe), I killed one of those
big, black, juicy spiders that was crawling on the ceiling of my room. I had to wait and watch
until it was reachable...aghh I hate spiders. Takes forever for me to kill one...method for tonight was
wrapping then taping tissue to one of my chunky heeled shoe and slamming the booger out of it.
At least I'll sleep well tonight!