I found a beautiful place today. A little store that sells banh mi. I love banh mi.
20140131
20140129
A kind of cleanse
After moving out of my apartment and back into the home I grew up in,
I've never felt more exhilarated throwing out stuff. A lot of stuff. Stuff that
I haven't been able to let go for a long time. I feel good.
20140126
Farewell #123
20140124
There is no one in the world I hate to love more than my sister. We are so
different—probably wouldn't be friends in life if we weren't sisters. Personality,
interests, style, approach to matters, music, temperament, humor, hobbies,
they're all very different, it's hard to believe we came from the same people.
20140123
Floors
Here I am, on the floor, as usual, because I love floors. I like to sleep on
the floor, relax on the floor, lie flat like a starfish on the floor, do nothing on
the floor. There is something calming when I lie on the floor.
One afternoon, I was lying on the floor and fell asleep. I woke up to my sister's
frantic voice calling my name. Apparently, she was passing by my room, saw me
on the floor, and thought I had collapsed. Me sleeping on the floor also looked like I
was unconscious on the floor. I totally get my sister's reaction. It was funny.
Not to her of course. I've yet to meet anyone else who has this
unusual mannerism.
That sweater, by the way, is one of my favorite sweaters I have ever owned.
It's comfortable and it's Radiohead. I wear it around the house all the time.
There's a phrase on the back that makes no sense. I got this in Korea so
that explains it. I still love this sweater anyway.
20140122
Mind wanders
Today, I woke up disoriented. My dream was almost parallel with reality. I couldn't
tell if that was actually a dream, if I even slept, or what I was doing in my room
because the dream felt so real. There were people I see everyday, and I was
doing normal activities I would do any other day. Man, waking up to these are
perplexing. And it's only Wednesday.
Do you ever imagine yourself doing something somewhere else? Not exactly
day dreaming but just picturing yourself in a different location. I do this quiet often
when I'm driving to work. Dangerous, I know, but my commute is so repetitive
and engrained in me, I sometimes do not remember how I get there. Anyways, I'll
just nonchalantly imagine myself walking around the boroughs of New York, eating
a sandwich at a park, or sitting at a cafe on the streets of Paris, people watching,
letting the day pass by without a care in the world. I'll just picture myself anywhere
but here, walking and exploring. My appetite for travel has evidently gone
to my head.
20140120
Analog
It terrifies me knowing that kids as young as elementary are being required to
purchase laptops. Technology undeniably has its perks and strengths, but I'm a
strong believer in the art of writing. Writing has so much history, so much
personal character, and enriches your brain on so many levels that digital
outlets can not.
For me, there is also a sense of comfort when I have something written on paper
—a kind of reassurance through something tangible and lasting. Unless I
lose, burn, or throw away that piece of paper, I'll have it with me for as long as I
can. Though blogs and websites can save information and leave digital
footprints, I can never whole-heartedly trust technology. There can always be a
sudden wipe out, crash, glitch or a permanant deletion I can not have control
over unless I am a tech wizard. But since I am not, I don't trust it.
Writing is also human. I feel a sense of reality and connection (corny, I know)
when I write or read hand-written notes. It just feels natural and right.
I always keep a notebook and pen with me. I jot down thoughts and ideas that
pop into my head. Sometimes I'll be driving and have this idea, and I literally
have to assert myself that I can not drive and write at the same time.
All the time, I'll meet someone and get really curious about their handwriting. It's
weird. I will try to catch glimpses or seize opportunities where their handwriting is
exposed. I can't explain it, but I just like to see the way people write their letters and
words and put a name and face to it. Sometimes I think I know what to expect, and
then I'm completely surprised. They're all so different, unique and personable, I love it.
There's actually this moment every time I see someone's handwriting for the first
time, I pause for a second and smile inside, sometimes my smile shows on my
face, sometimes it doesn't, but I smile. It's a beautiful thing.
I can go on about my love for analog ways, but I'm full and tired. Pardon the
botchy flow of this post. Work was long.
Photo: quotes I love and love to write for memory's sake.
20140119
20140118
SOMM
I learned new information today from watching SOMM, a documentary film
about Master Sommeliers and the process candidates must take to become one.
1. The title "Master Sommelier" means he/she is a bona fide wine professional.
2. How intense and rigorous the exams are to become one. It's unbelievable.
3. It's like a whole other world I never knew existed.
4. They can name flavors, fruits, spices, age/year, country, region, climate etc from
smelling the wine. Smelling.
5. There are less than 200 Master Sommeliers in the world in the past 40 years.
As crazy as it is to see how much time, studying and stress goes into becoming an MS,
an ultimate wine expert—something many people wouldn't understand the purpose or
meaning of—their passion and knowledge for it is plain admirable.
about Master Sommeliers and the process candidates must take to become one.
1. The title "Master Sommelier" means he/she is a bona fide wine professional.
2. How intense and rigorous the exams are to become one. It's unbelievable.
3. It's like a whole other world I never knew existed.
4. They can name flavors, fruits, spices, age/year, country, region, climate etc from
smelling the wine. Smelling.
5. There are less than 200 Master Sommeliers in the world in the past 40 years.
As crazy as it is to see how much time, studying and stress goes into becoming an MS,
an ultimate wine expert—something many people wouldn't understand the purpose or
meaning of—their passion and knowledge for it is plain admirable.
20140117
Ode to Black
Black is modest and arrogant at the same time.
Black is lazy and easy—but mysterious.
But above all black says this: 'I don't bother
you—don't bother me.'
-Yohji Yamamoto
Serious problem
I have a problem. It's pretty serious.
I love drinks—non-alcoholic, thank goodness. I can be having the worst day
ever and a simple iced vanilla latte, preferably from Peet's, can turn my day
right side up. You might be thinking "not so bad" but it's bad. I've gotten to
the point where I buy a drink every day of the week. If I start my day with a good
drink, the horizon is looking good. Let's say I don't start my day with a drink,
I'm grumpy until I get one. It's terrible. As if that wasn't bad enough, I get
drinks so often that when I don't have a drink, I still reach for one, like a phantom
drink. Holy cow, that's serious.
One time, I was with a group of people. I did not have a drink with me, someone
else had a Starbucks drink on the table. I reached for it, without hesitation,
thinking it was definitely mine. I grabbed it, looked at it, then realized, oh
wait, that's not mine. It happened again today. I was in my car with my friend.
I did not have my drink with me. I instinctively reached for my cup holder
until I realized I did not have a drink. Wow.
I love drinks, but this is bad. They say the first step to rehabilitation
is accepting and knowing you've got a problem. I totally have a problem
I need to fix. Yikes.
I love drinks—non-alcoholic, thank goodness. I can be having the worst day
ever and a simple iced vanilla latte, preferably from Peet's, can turn my day
right side up. You might be thinking "not so bad" but it's bad. I've gotten to
the point where I buy a drink every day of the week. If I start my day with a good
drink, the horizon is looking good. Let's say I don't start my day with a drink,
I'm grumpy until I get one. It's terrible. As if that wasn't bad enough, I get
drinks so often that when I don't have a drink, I still reach for one, like a phantom
drink. Holy cow, that's serious.
One time, I was with a group of people. I did not have a drink with me, someone
else had a Starbucks drink on the table. I reached for it, without hesitation,
thinking it was definitely mine. I grabbed it, looked at it, then realized, oh
wait, that's not mine. It happened again today. I was in my car with my friend.
I did not have my drink with me. I instinctively reached for my cup holder
until I realized I did not have a drink. Wow.
I love drinks, but this is bad. They say the first step to rehabilitation
is accepting and knowing you've got a problem. I totally have a problem
I need to fix. Yikes.
20140114
Current-ly
A smooth sea does not make a good sailor.
Yep, I can believe that. I am admist a hurricane, and it's wild.
20140113
20140112
20140110
Stuff
I never leave Target empty handed. Case in point, I went in to kill time and walked
out with a pomegranate and sage candle, little black dish, and a picture frame for
my postcard.
20140108
Like a starfish
Here is a remedy to clear your mind. It really helps me when I want to feel fully
relaxed and zone out to some good tunes. It's real simple.
Grab your music player, go to a room you like, and lie down flat like a starfish, on
the floor, in the middle of the room. Like a starfish meaning all four limbs should be
stretched out and spread out. Then close your eyes and listen to your music.
The end.
Starfish photo is totally necessary.
Labels
I like this cup because it's plain. I don't know where this stemmed from, but I have
a thing against labels. I can't quite understand my distaste for flashy, loud designer
brands you can spot a mile away. I've personally never liked Louis Vuitton (I had to
google "Vuitton" just now because I don't know how to spell it), Chanel, or anything
you can look at and instantly recognize the brand through it's label or print. I appreciate
things that are ultra understated with no label visible on the exterior. To me, those
brands seem to care more about the actual design and structure rather than their
label being recognized by as many and however many. Really good design to me is
something that doesn't need all that loud, in your face, shiny, I am this mega brand
appearance. I am being totally biased, because I just love simple, quiet things.
It's funny cause my sister and mom like and own Louis Vuitton and Chanel. If they
like it, they like it, and that is totally fine. I just can't see what is so great about them,
an odd quandary for a girl to speculate, I suppose. I have yet to meet anyone who shares
this weird perception and opinion on these brands that are obviously so loved by many.
Then again, I just may be the black sheep. I don't like Disneyland either–cue gasps and
disbelief–last visit to the happiest place on earth was 6 years ago. I know, preposterous.
I am not sorry though.
Cellular
A timeline of my cellular phones. Not pictured: sidekick and iPhone 4.
Quick descriptions of how I felt about each from left to right:
1. Whoo hoo my first cell phone.
2. What. I can manually turn the camera around. Genius.
3. Ohhh all black and it slides up?!
4. (Sidekick not pictured) This is the coolest phone by far. Feels like a freaking game machine.
5. I feel so grown up.
6. (iPhone4 not pictured) Whoa, touch screen. Whoa, navigation.
7. Current iPhone5s. Fastest internet I have ever experienced. I am now spoiled.
Kevin Richardson
One of my favorite videos along with Guillaume Nery's base jump video into Dean's Blue Hole.
Kevin Richardson the "lion whisperer."
Guillaume Nery Dean's Blue Hole
Kevin Richardson the "lion whisperer."
Guillaume Nery Dean's Blue Hole
20140107
La Vie En Rose by Louis Armstrong
As much as I love the original by Edith Piaf, I think Louis Armstrong's version
of La Vie En Rose is pretty marvelous. With the sound of his signature trumpet, I fell in
love today, at work, feeling quite bothered with a lot on my mind, this song turned
up on my Otis Redding pandora station, and I instantly escaped into a moment of sweet bliss.
Then when the song ended, I went back to my somber mood. Just kidding, but I have
been quite the moody one lately. Lots on my mind. I'm always so thankful for music, especially
the classic, jazz, oldies. They always bring peace and cheers to laborious times.
Have a listen.
20140105
Cheerful fellow
Today I was stopped at a red light, waiting to turn left. I look over to my left
and caught eyes with this older white man pulling out of the driveway. He
cheerfully waived hi, hand motion and all. What a happy looking fellow he was.
I smiled back, but did not have enough time to properly waive back because it
I smiled back, but did not have enough time to properly waive back because it
was so unexpected. Little things like these make me happy. Happy people,
happy day.
20140102
How to survive the end of the world
Thank you National Geographic for making me feel amazed, scared,
and incompetant all at the same time. This show "How to Survive the
End of the World" is explaining how the Earth is continuing to drift away
from the sun, increasing temperature changes that will hurt us inevitably.
So basically, the global temperature is dropping by two degrees, which means
our neighborhood temperatures can be a twenty degree difference, and several
years from now that will create extreme changes in the environment
that we may not be able to survive, peacefully.
This totally had me thinking about a distopian society, and then the book
Farenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury. I really enjoyed this book. Something oddly
intriguing and eerily believable. I admired Guy Montag's character. Once
conforming to society, burning books first hand as his job, you would think
this guy has no hope, but I love it when there's a glimmer of hope in anything,
and in this case, Guy Montag. It's hard to go against society or the mass
majority, but he was curious with a conscience. Plus one for Montag when
he stands up to his boss, though burning Beatty seemed a bit harsh
and ironic.
Tangent party in this post. Conformity reminded me of this video I came
across a couple years ago I found particularly funny.
and incompetant all at the same time. This show "How to Survive the
End of the World" is explaining how the Earth is continuing to drift away
from the sun, increasing temperature changes that will hurt us inevitably.
So basically, the global temperature is dropping by two degrees, which means
our neighborhood temperatures can be a twenty degree difference, and several
years from now that will create extreme changes in the environment
that we may not be able to survive, peacefully.
This totally had me thinking about a distopian society, and then the book
Farenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury. I really enjoyed this book. Something oddly
intriguing and eerily believable. I admired Guy Montag's character. Once
conforming to society, burning books first hand as his job, you would think
this guy has no hope, but I love it when there's a glimmer of hope in anything,
and in this case, Guy Montag. It's hard to go against society or the mass
majority, but he was curious with a conscience. Plus one for Montag when
he stands up to his boss, though burning Beatty seemed a bit harsh
and ironic.
Tangent party in this post. Conformity reminded me of this video I came
across a couple years ago I found particularly funny.
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