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I like it 

when you change something about yourself where it's subtle enough
that people will not notice, but to you it is a difference.

         So I talk to the people I see everyday, and as I'm
         talking, they  don't seem to notice what changed and as 
         they talk I stare at them and wait if they'll ever 
         notice, but most of the time they won't. I like that.

Another similar feeling I like – you arrive from another 
state or country and you're walking around in your new 
location knowing that just a couple hours ago you were in 
another state/country. That's a fun feeling.
         
          Or I remember the day I got my braces off. I stop 
          by a store and shop like any other person, but no one    
          knows that an hour ago I had braces.

          I always wonder when I pass by other people everyday, 
          if they were just in another state or if they had just
          done something new to their hair whether it's a simple
          cut, perm, or dye, or if they've just experienced 
          something extraordinary that no stranger will ever know.



I have this horrible habit of deleting posts that I've shared my thoughts in, because I feel stupid or ashamed of what I've written when I look back on it.
I think I'll stop that and use this blog as an outlet for my random rants, frustrations, and thoughts and if I sound stupid, it's okay.

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