I like it
when you change something about yourself where it's subtle enough
that people will not notice, but to you it is a difference.
So I talk to the people I see everyday, and as I'm
talking, they don't seem to notice what changed and as
they talk I stare at them and wait if they'll ever
notice, but most of the time they won't. I like that.
Another similar feeling I like – you arrive from another
state or country and you're walking around in your new
location knowing that just a couple hours ago you were in
another state/country. That's a fun feeling.
Or I remember the day I got my braces off. I stop
by a store and shop like any other person, but no one
knows that an hour ago I had braces.
I always wonder when I pass by other people everyday,
if they were just in another state or if they had just
done something new to their hair whether it's a simple
cut, perm, or dye, or if they've just experienced
something extraordinary that no stranger will ever know.
I have this horrible habit of deleting posts that I've shared my thoughts in, because I feel stupid or ashamed of what I've written when I look back on it.
I think I'll stop that and use this blog as an outlet for my random rants, frustrations, and thoughts and if I sound stupid, it's okay.
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