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Subconscious guilt


Lately, I've been thinking about Basil more than usual. I realize it must be my subconscious guilt 
with the upcoming trip to Korea. As exciting as going to Korea is, there's a string tugging at the 
thought of leaving Basil behind for two weeks. Two weeks is an eternity for a dog without his family. 
I hope he does not feel abandoned. Being from a shelter, abandonment is something I wish he 
will never feel again, a feeling he is all too familiar with. I am horrible for leaving him. I pray he will be 
distracted and happy with his friend Ringo. But really, every hour at work I'm thinking about Basil 
and wanting to rush to the apartment to be with him. As the trip nears, I am becoming a wee 
bit more anxious. I'm so sorry Basil. I will shower you with love, kisses and treats when I return. I still 
have a month until I leave; yes, I am overreacting a tad, but because I love him so much, this 
is how and what I feel. 

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